march snow. a month long cold.too much rat poison in my system. enervated,weak,little sleep dead cousin step brother i've never missed a family wake/funeral.a first time for everything. waiting to give my heart a jump start.waiting to drive to nova scotia waiting to see an old friend one last time. off the 4 or five martini a day routine. I am and I am not who I've been. This is it for the time being. Stirrings on the sky side of the grass by country bubba aka honkey hollywood aka the prophet of possibility.